I am somewhat surprised, at 51 years of age, to find myself in a forming stage of life. Growing up, I thought you became an adult and you "were something" -- a teacher, a missionary, a parent, whatever -- and that was it. I have been many "somethings" and also had a few jobs that were more about my bills than about my path.
When I was a child, I frequently heard myself characterized as a "late bloomer." That was a source of shame for me then, but now I embrace it. I hope I never stop "blooming." I met my soul mate, Paul, at age 36. I was 37 when I became a mom for the first time. And at 51, we started a whole new branch of the family. This suits, me somehow. I am comfortable in my skin and at this stage of life; I know what fits.
Ghost, sort of way. The clay at first is in a slab, cold and unyielding. The initial task is to warm it up with your hands; to soften it and make it pliable. This takes some time and patience; some kneading, some faith.
Only after the clay is worked and warm can a new creation emerge. What is created is not always what I expected. And it rarely, if ever, looks like I thought it would. Yet it is always true to its nature. Somehow it is exactly what it is "supposed" to be and exactly right.
The stress in my life comes in when I forget that I am in a forming phase. In clearer moments, I understand that "the forming phase" is every phase. When I am willing to allow my life's circumstances and yes -- God's grace -- to do the shaping, then I am wholly me. And something completely new can take shape.
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